Have you missed me?

I haven't been on the computer, except for an occasional homework session here and there, I've been busy and working!
On Friday morning I woke up and ALL the leaves fell, overnight. Pretty amazing. So on Saturday I raked up 6 bags worth of leaves, it took me three hours (I hate bagging them) and there is still three big piles to rake up. Fun, but very time consuming.
This week I have 3 essays due, 1,000 reading pages (done), and a review for a book, more on that later when I have time. Let's just say DO NOT READ IT! Plus, I have a 3-5 page report rough draft due, so I'll be busy. Oh, and a 4 minute Spanish skit to do on Thursday. I'm a tequilla drinking taxi driver who always hits happy hour, you can see me doing that right?
On Thursday I went to Dicken's Festival and got a pretty bow and headband, for $5. The singing was alright, but the trip was a blast. I listened to my iPod and sang on the bus, I didn't care who was listening. Plus I got to carry around my new cute purse! Plus a really great scone for $4, with honey butter, it was very tasty.
Wednesday I read the entire driver's manual in hopes that I could get my permit on Thursday, but no such luck. I also did a fun service project for mutual, but I can't go into detail about that.
On that note I need your help. I'm in charge of the combined activity in January. I want it to be really spiritual and introduce the theme really well. Any fun ideas?

I'll post as soon as I get a second! Don't lose faith!

Guess what!?!

I ramble on and on and on about random stuff.

If you don't know me, I won't talk to you. I just won't. Unless you start the conversation, and then I will, because I'm not rude. But I probably won't volunteer anything after that.

If I know you a little, I might say "hi" but I won't really try and do much after that.

If you're a pal, I'll probably keep a pretty good conversation with you, because that's better.

If you're a friend we'll probably talk for a while. By then, I'll know you well enough to talk freely about most things.

If you're a best friend, I won't be quiet. Good luck getting anything said, because I like to ramble. On and on and on and on.

If you're a soul sister, I'm sorry. I'm really really really rude to you. I never give you a moment to talk it seems like. Even when you tell me to be quiet. For every word you say I say 20. So thanks for loving me even though I do that to you.

Anybody care for that? It's really kinda strange

All Smiles

The last two days have been in the gutter. With too many reasons to explain it made me feel physically sick. I felt like those people in the cymbalta commercial. Sometimes it's tough being a girl. I had my mom come get me from school on Thursday I felt so sick. Since then I felt like at any second I would snap.
But I've had a change of heart.
This morning I woke up same as ever. Headache and stomach ache. I had slept on the couch and I was awaken to the T.V. I rolled around for awhile before I realized the remote was without an owner and I turned to a channel other than Cartoon Network. I watched a clutter show and then a movie. My dad told me to go get dressed and that he didn't care I was watching a show. I was so upset. But it was 12:40. So I decided to hurry and get dressed during commercials so that maybe I could finish my show. Once it was over I decided to do something for the family.
I asked my dad what he would rather I do, tackle the pee smelling bathroom or the dishes and clutter covered kitchen. He said kitchen. So I plugged my nose and started the dishes. There was some food in the tupperware and let me tell you, it STUNK. Cantaloupe molding, refried beans that nobody could remember opening, and baby bottle milk all contributed to the smell. But I got it done. Then I bleached out the sink and I wiped down the counter. Even though my brother moaned the whole time while putting away the dishes I was feeling a little better.
I then walked over to the piano and started to play. I practiced "I Stand all Amazed", "My Heart Will Go On" and "Music of the Night". Nothing made be feel as good as the hymn though. I played it seven times through. Then, resting my fingers before I wear them out I started playing with Ande. She makes me smile, I just can't help it. I love her sooo much. Well, after dancing with her to Pandora's mix of songs, I feel a lot better. So good in fact, I decided to tire out my fingers again and blog about it.
Who would've thought I'd be happy today? Maybe I don't need to worry so much about friends and just listen to music, dance with Ande, improve my piano skills and serve my family.

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**There was going to be a picture but thanks to my computer, and 1 hour of waiting for the box to pop up, I decided to go without it**